The Last Bloggg.

The Last Year & 2 Months Over, But It's Okay. <333.

There has never been a day like this. A day full of sorrow. and no hope. What's the point you know? Was I supposed to learn something that is supposed to change my life or someything. Like what part of the last year and two months, am I supposed to carry with me for the rest of my life. What piece of advice am I missing here? Don't trust anyone. Keep to myself. Screw people. Not sexually ofcourse, I'm not a slut. I don't know regret I like to think of it as a bad word. But I don't know. I don't know honestly what i'm supposed to be feeling right now. I was sad yesturday but today I feel like im doing okay. I dont need a relationship right now anyways. I have to finish school. Yeah who cares. I still have plenty of life ahead of me. Things are barlely getting started for me. God is Blessing Me.
The way I see it right now, is that this is the way it is supposed to happen for me. Like there is a way bigger picture. Someone will come along for me, and complete me. Be perfect me in every way. Its just the begginning. Not the end It isn't the end of the world. That little time of my life is over. Now I can move on and go about my life. With no strings attached, a care-free heart inside of me just enjoying life. This is the way-uh huh-uh huh- I like it. I heard one song say one time. haha.Come On let's live life the way we are supposed. Smile till your cheeks hurt you know you want too. haha

Running With Cardio-Bots.


Haha the first sentence made me laugh. I know exactly what he means. I wish I can be the robot, that get really into running on a treadmills, I get bored and really really tired. I don't think its a pleasant experince at all. And when you talk to people about this, they say you'll get used to it. I think not. Maybe I'm just telling myself this so I won't do it. I don't know anymore.